i am above romance. i'm not romantic. no matter how many cinematic fairytales i enjoy slash temporarily obsess over, i really have never let that kind of romance touch my life in reality.
i am above romance. it is beneath me. i have commitment issues. this is probably the best explanation i can give as to why i have never had a boyfriend/serious relationship. also, i think that by letting myself be used in the past, the lines have been blurred concerning what is acceptable for "relationships" and what isn't.
i'm not in love. i have never really been in love. i am beneath it/it is above me. that doesn't mean i don't think i'm worthy of being loved or that i am incapable of loving. it is something i would actually like to have. something i would like to work towards. it just hasn't happened yet.
it is possible to attain love, without first having romance. the problem is, i have no idea how.
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